Think +

whenever i worry about something.. this very special person of mine would always tell me to "think +"..  but thinking + made me in denial of the "harsh reality" infront of me.. this very special person of mine was very sick..  i was telling myself..

"It can't be that serious, think +."

"He will be okay, think +."

"He will get better, think +."

"Everything will be okay, think +."

but in reality, it was the opposite.. he left me and i don't know what to think anymore..  i still couldn't accept the "harsh reality" that he is gone.. when he taught me to always think +..

12-12-12

it's 12-12-12.. and yes, i'm sort of back.. i just thought of posting this on this special once in a lifetime date.. although, i will be coming back officially on 2013.. i really don't like explaining myself so i won't be explaining why i was gone for such a very long time.. though maybe i might but not at this moment.. just a teaser.. i have some new hello kitty stuffs to show and feature.. and most importantly.. i've sort of come to understand myself.. this emptiness i have.. and i will try my best to explain even if i hate explaining.. .. i will relaunch my blog on 2013.. (if doomsday will allow.. ) ^_^!

to forget and to let go

how hard can it be to forget? we can sometimes easily forget little details or even important ones.. so i think it all depends on how much you want to hold on to it.. no matter if it's important or not.. so my question should have been.. how hard is it to let go..

night person

ok.. having an iphone didn't really have any effect on my blog.. i still haven't made any significant number of posts. i've been really really busy with work.. with very frequent overtime.. i am not working normally.. it seems i tend to have the drive after offfice hours when there are no more people.. i'm a night person..

iphone apps

how come there are only a few hello kitty iphone apps.. it is somehow forcing me to make one although i don't really know how.. but i could try.. i used to make customize wallpapers for my previous phones but making one for an iphone could be a real challenge.. i might need help from my friends.. i hope they are not too busy..

iphone

i'm actually hoping i'll get back to blogging again now that i got an iphone.. i used to think that if only i have a cellphone capable of connecting to wifi with aps like a blog writer, i'll be able to write more.. i just hope i'm right..