extra time

i don’t know what’s keeping me so busy.. like i don’t have extra time.. time to write on my blog, time to clean up my room, time to work out, time to do the things i’m supposed to do.. like as if a whole day isn’t 24 hours anymore.. and i’m finding it hard to look for time to do the things i wanted to do.. even my weekends when i have no work.. time flies so fast.. and i don’t know where i spent it on..  i think there is really something wrong.. it’s either the earth had been rotating faster.. or i had been living my life at a slower pace..

i am back

sorry if i have been away from blogging these past few months.. there were a lot of diversions which i don’t think would matter.. so i don’t have to tell them all here.. besides, i hate explaining myself.. what matters is that i am back.. yet, i don’t know if i have changed or if i am different now.. but i still feel hollow.. empty.. like there’s this something i don’t know what that’s lacking in my life.. i really don’t have any direction.. i don’t know what i’m suppose to do.. what i plan to do.. like i have no dreams.. i’ve never really thought of the future.. i keep on asking myself “what do i want?” and i can’t seem to answer it.. so i was gone for work.. and i earned a few money i can call savings.. but what for? i don’t even know what i am saving for.. maybe i should make a list of things i want to have and things i want to do.. but then, i can actually go on with my life without having those things.. i’m not materialistic.. i can even imagine myself living in poverty and still be like this.. like i don’t really care at all.. ok, i think i need to go back to my previous post on “meaningful life”  ‘cause i seem to be getting “lost again”..

what happened..

ok i have no excuse or explanation as to what happened to my blog.. it’s just that i don’t know what happened.. my mind just simply went blank.. like as if i have nothing to say.. but i have been trying to think about what to do with this blog.. and decided to delete all posts about my past.. and a friend told me to stop dwelling on the past.. and i listened to him.. although i don’t know of any one person that really knows my past 100% but those are the past.. they really shouldn’t matter now.. so expect that i’ll write about what’s current from now on.. well, except for my old poems.. i kept them posted..

blog update #4

it’s been a while since i made an update.. there’s been a few changes on my blog.. i removed the feed readers link and stats and changed it to a stat counter..

i found a script for links to recent comments..

blog update #3

i’ve joined some ning networks on hello kitty.. people there are really cool.. and i get to know more about hello kitty.. they are actually far more addicted to hello kitty than i am.. thank you for dropping by my blog..

HelloKittyLimited

i’ve added some music on my sidebar.. i got it from mixpod.com.. the music links are actually connected to youtube.. i didn’t set it on auto play ‘cause i know how it feels like when you drop by a site and you suddenly hear some music and you would wonder where is it coming from.. it’s really confusing when you have too much windows or tabs opened.. and you have to check them one by one.. anyway, if you want to hear some music that i have personally chosen.. just click the play button.. unfortunately when you transfer to another page on my blog or even click read more.. the player refreshes.. so you need to click play again..

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

note: click the yellow play button below, not the play button on youtube.. if you clicked the play button on the video part.. it will play only that song and not the whole playlist

i have plans on joining facebook and myspace.. connecting this blog to twitter.. in other words, joining the social networking club!! but i’m actually a bit hesitant still.. since i wanted to stay anonymous.. i’ll think more about it..

my blog visitors

it’s nice to see that after almost a month i’ve gotten visitors from different places in the world.. thanks for dropping by and taking time to read..

to see the it live, click below..

blog update #2

i decided to remove FEEDJIT… i think it might scare some of my potential readers (i’m just being hopeful that there will be readers in the future).. i’ve noticed some visitors enter my blog and leave with feedjit’s link.. and with that, i sensed that some may be bothered by it.. seeing that their location gets traced for visiting my blog and even from which link they came from might really scare them away.. and for someone like me who wants to remain anonymous.. having my location hidden is a must! and i want to respect their privacy as well.. thanks to FEEDJIT for their services.. but i don’t think i’ll be needing them for now..

by the way,  just now i’ve allowed comments from anonymous users to be posted.. i was actually not aware that i have set it for registered users only.. sorry for that..

blog update #1

after ten days since i started posting on my blog.. all seems to be doing just fine i guess.. and i haven’t even done any major promotion yet for my blog.. but i’m not really into making real profit from blogging… but maybe in the future.. or in another blog.. anyway, my main purpose here is just to have some sort of online diary for myself.. to use this an an outlet of my thoughts.. feelings.. dreams.. failures.. questions.. about life itself..

things i did for my blog

1. got google adsense
2. signed up for amazon associates
3. registered with technorati
4. placed some widgets; mostly patterned with mildtouch’s
5. had just put google analytics
6. placed feedreader stats
7. hello kittify almost every post ^_^

my blog appeared on google search after six days.. and i’m getting visitors from different parts of the world but i’m not sure if they are really reading my blog.. i just hope so.. ‘cause no one has left any comments yet with any of my posts :( i need feedbacks.. reactions.. comments.. ‘cause i couldn’t even tell if i’m just writing crap or interesting and useful ones.. so please, if ever you feel the need to comment.. you are free to do so..

my blog title

i've decided to start a blog of my own but i can't seem to think of a name for it..  i wanted to have the initials HK to go along with my online name but there isn't any title i can think of that can be appropriate, catchy, and easy to remember..  i do like Hello Kitty a lot that's where my name came from but then i wouldn't want to concentrate on posts about Hello Kitty alone..  i wanted a much more diverse blog with posts about different stuffs and i do have a lot of ideas on my mind but they all just disappear..  and i didn't get a chance to even write them down so i thought of this name "Hollow Kitty”..  cause i’ve always been feeling empty.. hollow deep inside for some reason and so i hope with this blog.. i’ll share my thoughts and maybe your comments will fill in the emptiness within me..