what happened..

ok i have no excuse or explanation as to what happened to my blog.. it’s just that i don’t know what happened.. my mind just simply went blank.. like as if i have nothing to say.. but i have been trying to think about what to do with this blog.. and decided to delete all posts about my past.. and a friend told me to stop dwelling on the past.. and i listened to him.. although i don’t know of any one person that really knows my past 100% but those are the past.. they really shouldn’t matter now.. so expect that i’ll write about what’s current from now on.. well, except for my old poems.. i kept them posted..

Lifeless

You were the reason that I believe in love
And that I see the light up above
And now my heart is full of bitterness
I'm living a life in darkness

The twinkle in my eyes
Turned to tears, frozen into ice
The light inside me
Is fading away so slowly

Love has taken life away from me
I've lost hope, my future ceased to be
Nothing... not even time
Could bring back life that was once mine

Untrue Love

Living in lies
Our love soon dies
Hoping in forever
Never meant for each other

Falling apart
Cold empty hearts
Losing touch
Never loved you that much

Feeling of regret
We had ever met
Time wasted
On a love that was never meant

Life Without You

Lost in a deserted town
Alone in the dark, never been so down
My mind filled with empty spaces
My heart dying of loneliness

Staring at nothing
It's you, I've been thinking
Feeling so restless
Without you.. I'm lifeless

Lost Ghost

I'm worthless
I'm living a mess
I'm hopeless
No future, I guess

I'm so lost
I have no cause
I'm like a ghost
Not seen by most

Still

Still in my heart
The love wouldn't part
Still on my mind
Memories from behind

Still in my dreams
You have always been
Still within my soul
There is a hole

Still want to tell you
How I love you so

Cursing H.A.T.E.

How I wish you were dead
A deadly path lying ahead
Thorns of pain you will feel
Every wound will never heal

How I wish you will burn
Ashes you will be in an urn
Tears of your blood will flow
Enduring every sorrow

How I wish you will suffer
Always and forever
To a place worse than hell
Ever so painful you can't tell

Why…

Why do I feel so sad
Seeing you happy and glad
Knowing you're in love
Being with her, the one you love

Why do I feel so down
In tears, I almost drown
Thinking you'll be gone
Hearing you say, she's the one

Why do I push you away
If I long for you each day
Why do you come to me
Troubled with her, I worry

It's simply just because...
Now I'm so confused and lost
Why with someone like you
Do I have to fall so true

A Piece of Peace

I feel as if I'm floating aimlessly
Nowhere to go, no place to be
Like a feather so light
Driven by the wind at night
I fly.. searching for you
Bringing with me, not even one clue
I went through so many things
And in darkness, I saw nothing
As I lay quietly in blue
You came and I saw the light within you
Then I knew.. you is where I'm bound
For peace is what I have found

For the Love of “Hello Kitty”

	ow happy am I
	very time I see you smile
	iving free from worries
	ife full of happy stories
	ver the clouds and across seas
	eeping my life so at ease
	like being with you
	ill the end, I’ll never be blue
	here is only one thing I want so true
	ou…